“How to Prove ‘I am enough as a man’ ordinarily”
From the perspective of trans communities in Japan,
a transmasc person who falls in love with women is considered straight,
not lesbian.
However, there isn’t a term for "dyke."
I love dyke as a human,
but I am sorry,
not as a girlfriend.
So, in Canada, I identify as a dyke
and debuted as part of "Dykes on Bikes"
at the Pride March last week.
But I'm still looking for a man,
maybe a cis man,
who could educate me in my experience as a man.
I can't fall in love with a man,
same as with a woman,
but they can heal me in ways
that women cannot.
I feel somewhat awkward
when women treat me as a man,
and their affection for me as a transmasc person
sometimes makes me feel so bad.
However, when men treat me the same as them,
I feel empowered.
That’s why I've constantly studied or worked with them
as the only woman or non-binary person
throughout my life,
It’s based on my recent understanding.
Of course,
I always need someone special as a girlfriend.
But also I feel like it’s a usual way to prove they are men, for ordinary men.
I apologize for my binary, sexist analysis.
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