“How difficult is it to perform as a king!”

“How difficult is it to perform as a king!”

How can I become a drag king?

I love drag king friends.
But I don’t want to perform as king.

Why don't I want to be a drag king?
I have an internalized aversion towards kings.

Instead, why do I want to be a queen?

Why do I want to be a queen like gay men or trans women?

I can't find a reason other than that
I dislike being born as a girl
and want to reject my female body.

If there are other possible reasons,
please let me know.

I hesitate to change my pronouns to he/him.
Even after nearly a year on testosterone,
my voice hasn't changed.

What should I do?