I could have done better

Wow!! Long time no see... 

I would like to talk about my mind today. During Covid situation I was looking for job desperately.  So I was sooooooo happy to get a job but....

I got au pair job that is famous in Europe and Australia. But unfortunatley I could not work there for a long lost and quit the job.  And I moved to Melbourne and live in small share house with 4ppl in one room! 

I decide my bad habit, I will choose better one not to choose best one.

I Always I could decide quickly because I would wait for a next chance for a while. I was like that personality and I extended everything as much as possible. 

今日の英文法「反省する」 
It is difficult to explain that.

0: reflect ~
1: regret ~
2: could have Vpp　should have Vpp
3: Im sorry~

反射するのreflect は反省するの意味にも使えます。

regret は知っててほしい単語、後悔するの意味ですよね。Sorry はごめんなさいの意味ですが形容詞なので、例えばare you sorry? で反省してる？という質問文になります。could , should have で過去完了です。過去の話を話題にして〜すればよかった、〜すべきだった（のにできなかった）などの仮定法のような意味がでます。反省するの軽いイメージで使えます。

See you later! I will get a better job !