Is it ok to leave as it is day 103

5th, May sunny.

Despite the Autumn season, Australia's temperatures are still scorched. 
Are you enjoying GW so far??? When I rang up my friends, they seemed to be having an enjoyable time in Japan and I was a relief. 
I was helping my host mother and school gardening jobs in a row for three days. Where are my weekends…
I was suddenly overwhelmed by anxiety about my stuff, even though I had come to Australia.  As long as I see my coworker's Instagram, they look like enjoying  Aussie life. 
How about me??? Hmmm….

In terms of how much culture I could jump in, I could do it a lot. 
However, is it ok to leave it as it is??? Let me ask this question myself again…
The answer would be "NO". 

Despite it being autumn, Australia's temperatures are still scorching. Are you enjoying Golden Week so far? When I called my friends, they seemed to be having a great time in Japan, which was a relief. I spent three days in a row helping my host mother with gardening and school tasks. Where did my weekends go? Suddenly, I was overwhelmed by anxiety about my own matters, despite being in Australia.
Whenever I see my coworkers' Instagram posts, they seem to be enjoying Aussie life. What about me? Hmmm...
I feel like I could immerse myself more in the culture. However, is it okay to leave things as they are? Let me ask myself this question again... The answer would be "NO."