As miserable migratory birds fly hopelessly

I flied off the motherland i was born on
Unfortunately the island i was aiming back in the day has gone and turned out it was just illusion

Back to the sky near the motherland there is unknown island that looks alike motherland
how can i settle and rest my wings where i feel strange being around?

Knackered, depressed, hopeless, ive gotta fly again off to the island i used to aim at
where to, where at would i die?