when I was in middle school

It had been reminding me of myself when I was in middle school. The reason why it seemed that self-awareness develops almost coincided with junior high school was probably because the environment changes in elementary school and coming into junior high school In which contact with classmates who were completely different from those in elementary school.

Although classmates in elementary school were similar to each other, in junior high school students were made aware of the differences on a daily basis, and in some cases were overwhelmed.

In my junior high school, there was a so-called brat general. He was strong in fights and had a large build, and although he had an average physique, he was boney and sturdy.

In elementary school, I was a kind boy who naturally blended in with girls and played with them, but for some reason I felt a kinship with delinquent boys like them. He was putting on a bit of bravado, and now that I think about it, he may have been clinging to something strong.

I didn't get to the point where I was forced to steal by an older delinquent like in "Demian", but my classmates told me that my family was connected to the yakuza, and that I was called out because there was a fight, so I left. There was also a boy who looked just like yakuza’s apprentice.

There was also a wild boy who came from a so-called facility, and I don't know why, but I remember him going there to play.

Not only did I try to be incorporated strong boys, but I think I also had a tendency to be attracted to students who were extremely unusual. However, although I did get close to some slightly dangerous classmates and alumni, I never became friends with them.

They must have felt uncomfortable with a ``straightforward'' boy like me. However, I became friends with one of the delinquents whose parents were school teachers. Although he goes out for fights, he also has a playful side that tries to get people's attention, which probably gave him a sense of security. I had a short relationship with him until I got married her who will be my wife.