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A Nose Shit

 Three-year-old Ao Kusuda loved to pick his nose. He loved picking his nose more than playing with his toys or running down the street. He would stick his index finger în his nostrils if he had a time. For Ao, picking his nose was the same as exploring the most mysterious labyrinth of body. He continued to pick his nose, feeling like he was the leader of a brave expedition.
 And Ao loved a nose shit too. The nose shit attached to his fingers was reminiscent of a primitive creature such as an amoeba, and it was that creepy appearance piqued his curiosity. Sometimes, Ao imagined a time when this nose shit creature would be the ruler of the earth. They would be crawling around the earth like insects. It's a completely unknown world. While imagining such things, Ao somehow felt happy.
 One time, he ate some nose shit. He was sitting on a park bench, listening to the sound of the wind. He picked his nose, and then took a nose shit. Ao thought about it, and looked at his nose shit for a moment. And then he ate some sticky nose shit. The moment the shit touched his tongue, a salty taste pierced his skin. It was like being pierced through the body by a thunderbolt. He couldn't say it was good or bad. It was just shocking. Ao ran and walked out of the park. And he just kept going.
 But when Ao picked his nose, his mother, Nao Kusuda, scolded him angrily. She was always furious like a fire. Then, without exception, Nao's nostrils would swell up. Watching it made him want to burst out laughing, but Ao always tried his best to hold back. Besides, the texture of her anger made Ao's brain ache terribly. It was almost as if it's going to melt like nose lichid. He didn't like Nao's anger. So Ao stopped picking his nose for a moment, but he was actually hiding and picking at it.
 One day, while Nao was cooking dinner, Ao was picking his nose while watching TV. Then he stared at the soft nose shit on his finger. Ao was thrilled at its strange shape, as if it were an abstract painting. There seemed to be an infinite number of possibilities here.
 But Nao came over suddenly and scolded Ao fiercely. Her demonic red face came closer to him as her spit flies. This time Ao felt annoyed even if he watched her nostrils swell up. Why does she always get angry when he picks his nose? It shouldn't be any trouble for her. The question turned into a slimy rage.
 Then Ao rubbed the nose shit on his finger against Nao's cheek. Nao was surprised at first, but then she started crying. Ao was startled. Nao is crying, but she was a mother, ad she was an adult! He can't believe the reality in front of him and his body trembles. It felt like the earth was shaking, and fear was born in Ao's heart. It seemed to him that something had happened that shouldn't have happened. Ao couldn't control his fear, and he cried. The child and the mother cried together. As he continued to cry, Ao began to think that he was doing something tremendous. Then he started to feel a certain excitement in his tears. And he found that an indescribable, cruel emotion was born.
 Thirty-five-year-old Ao was wriggling his penis in front of a woman with blue hair. She closed her eyes, opened her mouth and waited for Ao to ejaculate.
 You dirty little bitch. I'm going to spill sperm all over your face. I'm gonna smash your little face with my sperm. Fucking bitch, fucking bitch.
 Ao spat a curse in his mind, but he didn't actually say it. He didn't have the courage to say it. Eventually, Ao ejaculated. The sperm rained down on the woman's face like a sickening acid. Her cheeks, lips, and nose were stained with Ao's sperm. Witnessing the landscape made his dick quiver in excitement. And the sperm fell on the woman's blue hair as well.
"Hey, sperm, it's on my hair!"
 The woman shouted angrily, and Ao flinched a little.
"I told you that it shouldn't be on my hair!"
''Oh, oh, I'm sorry...''
 Shut the fuck up, you idiot. But he couldn't say like that.
"It's a 4,000 yen extra for a face shot, you understand?"
"I know. I know that."
 The blueness of the woman's hair reminded him of a landscape. He had been to Ponta da Piedade five years ago, alone. The blue sea here was breathtakingly beautiful, and he had never seen it before. He had preferred to lie on the sand and watch, rather than swim there. There he had seen a number of white women in bikinis. Ao had wanted to have sex with them. But he couldn't have. It had been because he couldn't have spoken English or Portuguese. So he had masturbated alone in a hotel room.
 After the woman left the room, Ao watched some pornography. It was because his penis hadn't settled down. The video consisted of scenes of white men with a huge penis ejaculating into the bodies of women. Sperm rained down on their huge breasts, their floaty belly, and their make-up-heavy face. All of the women had ecstatic expressions on their faces. Some of the women were drinking sperm.
"It's dirty, you stupid bitches."
 Ao laughed and touched his penis.
 Suddenly, he got a phone call. A subordinate told him that something bad had happened at work. It was 1AM now. But he had to go to the company. Ao tucked his erect penis into his pants and got ready to go to work. Then he grabbed his bag and left the hotel room. He picked at his nose as he walked away. Then he looked at the gooey shit, and he ate it.
“Yummy!”

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