You and Me?

Heya. It is currently 10:34 PM on a day before my Media Productions test/response. Guess what? I'm burnt out. "This" never happened to me growing up; and I hope it doesn't happen to any of you. Have you ever questioned the meaning behind yourself working so hard to earn admission to that prestigious school that you have been looking up to for just so long? Well guess what? We're on the same boat. But stop and question yourself on why you wish to attend that school, as I can't find any meaning to it right now. This battle within myself to get "Good" grades could be the armageddon within the juice and meat stuffed under my cortex. I know I am capable, I know I am more intelligent than you are. And this is without a doubt. But why do I fail to get "better" grades than you all? It is because I literally have no clue on how to study, I seriously wish I could pursue the stuff that I want to and quit all the studies that I have to continue. However, that isn't the case and I ne