No,ship No,crue...but

I'm writing a new screenplay now. But,here is no money,no crue,no camera.
"My U.S.S.Enterprise was already broken three month ago.
Three months ago.
I was revising a new script for my graduation production.
And,it was completed soon.
I showed it to my regular crew , teacher like a master and a teacher in charge of graduation production. My crue really look forward to shoot same as me.
My master said this screenplay is the best of any others which I have watching as a teacher for four years.
Passionate director, Trusted crue ,and Perfect screenplay.
Here were everything.

But, a teacher in charge of graduation production point out to me any point of fix he thought.
And,he said "your screenplay even 1% is not include reality "
So it's the beginning of collapse.
After that, I tried to get shooting permission from him every week by week, dat by day.
In case of regular students, they can get permission for three weeks.
But I wasn't.
I kept the my screenplay style.
So actually I wrote and fix my screenplay 12 times.
After all , I did not get permission to shoot.Our crew becomes uneasy.
"Can we really get to shoot？"
I had heard this word so many times.

He presented the condition to me.
"1.If you want to shoot, change the last scene as I say
2.To change lines to what I said.
3.To make this script from human drama to black comedy"

But , I couldn't do that.
I wanna keep my original screenplay.
So, my hart was broken.
I tried suicide. I can't speak with people without medicine.
So Our crew understand and disbanded.
And they are to another director who wrote a screenplay based on my suicide story.
Our U.S.S.enterprise is gone.

Two months from then.
I visited "Izu film festival "
And I was dreaming and longing for that there. There is like a fantasy.
And I have recovered step by step.
So now I get my new screenplay.
I will definitely recover my ship.
Like them.

https://youtu.be/3XOfdYJiStM