How I feel now

Actually, yesterday I resigned from the call center where I worked until yesterday.
The reason for my resignation can be summed up in one word: I am not good enough.
I thought that if I stayed at the facility, my life would end without any change, and with the support of my family and supporters, I decided to take on the challenge of finding a job in the general public.
I decided to take on the challenge of finding a regular job.

At first, I wondered what I could do. I suddenly began to think.
I was born with a wheelchair, which makes it difficult for me to stand and walk, so I couldn't work in the dirt, and my next thought was, what about a job as a domestic worker? I have a slight handicap with my hands, so I can't do fine work such as cutting or painting.
I told my family and my employment support worker about it, and I learned for the first time that there is a profession called “call center” in the world.

I found out that this profession is to solve customers' problems using their voices. I also like to talk to people, so this job allows me to help people and earn money, which means I can buy the electronics and computers I like. ✌️ I thought that I could work and participate in society as a first-time member of society, and I don't think that I am not contributing to society at all because I am not working. Volunteering is also an excellent social contribution.

This is where my challenge begins. I was very nervous and nervous about the interview, but I told them everything I had done.

Luckily, I passed the interview and went to work for the first time. I was surrounded by strangers, and I wondered what I should say to them and whether they would think I was strange. I started to think about how I should talk to them and whether they would think I was strange or not.
I started to study, and since I have less experience than other people, I thought there was no time to rest, so I went home and ran through what I had learned, but here I found my problem. I learned for the first time that I do not know Japanese. This (not knowing the language) means that I cannot easily understand what the other person is saying in correct Japanese. I had to leave the company because of this problem.
There, I met my first colleagues who were always thinking about me and I was so happy that I cried. As a result, I had to resign,
The reason for this was only my lack of strength alone. I think it was a big step for me to realize that.
I think it was a big step forward for me. I am truly grateful to my friends, supporters, and family. I clearly said in my own words, “Thank you very much. It was a wonderful experience that I will never forget.

You only live once.

Thank you all.

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