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Okay I am so done with work - I will work on CPA from tomorrow.

I to be honest did not have any work this week either and that was great, but I don't think I did study using that time full steam ahead. I somehow could not concentrate on I do. Well I did some but definitely not on Thursday and Friday lol One big reason for it was that I was trying to quit caffeine intaking - curious if it boots my energy and most importantly, concentration on work and study.

I still don't really have the answer for that question. I feel like it is not making me energized but rather than that, made me feel depressed. I, for now need some caffeine so that I won't cry for my damn fucking dark future or whatever.

This week has been not great for the reason above - I need to check tomorrow, like how I feel once I wake up, without taking any medicine that helps my sleep, never alcohol for it either!  

Dang, I am supposed to be super happy by having so much freedom that I will never ever ever get in my life. I can't. That because it's not really intending freedom.

I gotta manage my time, focus on things, get them done, and most importantly, I think it's time to allow myself to intake caffeine - yea just a little bit