August 23th

At the beginning of this month I went shopping in Shibuya with my friend.  I already recovered from covid at that time which was so terrible that I could not even stand up straight because of the malaise.  I asked one of my best friends to have some pizza together.  After having pizza at Nakameguro we decided to go shopping in Shibuya.  She loves shopping.  She even have much knowledge about fashion.  She knows a lot of things about the trends and good brands.  So it's interesting to have a look at the shops with her.  

We went to Ikea, Zara, Loft and more.  I thought we had been to most of the important places in Shibuya.  At that time I had already taken off from the work so I had less income.  I thought I should not buy too much stuff because I was quitting the job and I have to pay for the school fee next year.  I wonder why, but you become wanting more things as soon as you have less money.  If I correct that sentence to make it easier to understand,  "The less money I get, the more you become wanting."  I know it's strange.  Actually at that time I had already decided to quit the job, but I had no idea what to do after I lose my job.  Now, I already got a new job for 3 days a week and I'm also having another job interview next week.  I think I got more sure about how I get income from next month to next year.  Here is another thing I don't understand is that I don't feel like buying things anymore.  Anyway,  when I went to Shibuya, I had a lot of things I wanted to buy.  I wanted a new lipstick, a small bag and shoes.  About a new bag, I always wanted a new one because all my bags are too big or too small, but I decided not to buy.  I can't try to have middle sized bag because my belongings are always too big.  Before buying a new bag,  I should try to make my stuff less.  

About the lipstick,  I decided to buy a new one.  I had never tried hi-brand lipsticks, so I bought one from YSL.  I thought that buying an expensive lipstick is good because you can try them on before buying one.

Actually the lipstick I bought was really good.  I realized that other lipsticks I have tried before were not really good.  When I put them on, my lips stand out like I wore lipstick for the first time.  When I put on the YSL lipstick which I bought, my lips fit my face.  My lips look as if they are originally red.

So I texted to her, to tell her that the lipstick I bought with her were really good.  I told her "It's suitable for any situation, like going to the town in the coolest clothes and also going for a walk with grandmother."  Then she told me that she thinks "going for a walk with your grandmother is the coolest thing in the world."  She told me that slower life is better.  

I thought of my life with that idea.  I always hasted in my life.  Especially in these days, I have plenty of time so I really want to spend time on productive activities.  I try to read a lot of books and I don't remember about the content of them.  Maybe I should change my idea about how I spend time in my life.