English dairy 1st day

i decided to write my dairy in Eastbourne.

it is bacause speaking english is more difficult than i thought. my goal during my stay in Eastbourne is to communicate my feeling, but it is so difficult for me. i think there is two points of its difficulties. 

first, i don't know what to say that i want to say in english. in Japan, i study mainly reading skill of english, so it is almost the first time to study speaking skill of it. i need more vocabulary and grammar. i think the fast way to speak english is to memorize some sentences and  multiple sentence that i can use in my conversation. in my dairy i want to use some sentences that i learn during classes or conversation with my friends or teachers. i believe it leads to memorize some sentences and develop my english skill. i hope that i can use all the sentences that i learned the day naturally, but it is so difficult actually, i think. so,i am thinking about writing other sentences below together.

second, i can understand little of what they mean to say; listening skill. i intended to study listening especially, but the CD speaker is too clear and neutral to study "real" english. in the real world. native speakers speak so fast and non-native speaker have different accent from country to country. in terms of this, i want to talk as much people as i can. maybe watching movies is good as well.

(i wrote the title "first day", but i wrote this at second day actually. it is our top secret. )

see you again.

sentences that i learned at 1st day

please could i have a cuppa?

can i pop to loo?