Feel like not standing on my place.

Feel like not standing on my place.
Feel like not breathing in my air.
Feel like sweating when it's not in need.
Feel like not belonging to my living.
Feel like not living in my life.
I've wanted to tell you where I really live in.
and I've also wanted to talk to you about this world.
How do you feel about it?
about me? and about yourself?
And how do you think in your mind?
I don't mind if you can't believe these.
Don't need to try to even speak anything.
I would be happy if you feel to need to do something.
It's OK, just thinking.
But don't waste your time only to write any books.