Diary in English

It's like a disconnected. As if back to be reality, moreover decrepit one.
I don't know why this happens, but I certainly feel. Today, I don't feel him anymore even though messages are. They never bring his emotion, because he has no feeling for me. It doesn't matter that we didn't talk yesterday. What's happened to me?

By the way, the old lady does our pay roll at our company, but she is too old to follow new law and rules. She can't understand labor law and how salaries are calculated. So everyone began to speak up.
She said "We can't pay this much!", it made me laugh.
She should know Showa era is the past.