Diary in English

What is the success?
For me, it is  becoming a good mother for my kids.
For someone, it would be a famous, rich, or something else, I don't care.

The most important thing is not to interfere in other people's lives.
If you think it's "the best", but other people may not want to.

By the way, I bought a blue flowers bouquet for my lover who passed away.
It suits him very.
I wanted to stay in silently last night but my friend called me to tell the valuable information, about stocks and something. But I have no stock account and I am not economics person.
I am at the phase to decrease the materials in my life, after my kids were grown. Increasing is nice, but. "But" is my opinion.

Capitalism is grown by human desires, more more more, never ends. I have been not able to become to like such attitude even though Japanese economy was in Bubble when I was young. I feel an immeasurable fear of that desire maybe it's because I was once the object of sexual desire.
I don't deny desires, just afraid.