But I'm still wondering if...

I wonder if this word is appropriate for looking back on a disaster, but ...

This year is the 10th anniversary of the great earthquake, so I am planning a trip to Tohoku.

Last time I went there in 2014, so it has passed 7 years since then.

This time I'm going by train and bicycle instead of car.

But I'm still wondering if I should go there in such a year.