attempt#5

Come spoon me, honey. Yeah, I woke up right now. I had a dream last night, and I think I was awake during it. It was so strange. I mean I felt like it was real. I was crying but I don't know why. You were there, standing away from me. You looked so sad. And I wanted to say something to you, but I had no words. Honey, it made me so uneasiness because... （ I'm worrying that you'll leave me alone sometime soon.）