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Koharu and Mutsuo-san are
interacting only using
the message app.

Some people might say that
it's funny to like someone whom
you've never met and
you don't know the face each other.

However, meeting men itself is
difficult for Koharu.

I also think that Koharu and
Mutsuo-san are so honest
that they become
slow bloomer for Love.

I have been dating with men
only once.

He was a classmate
in the high school.

I started dating with him
after graduation.

When I was working at a florist
,that is my work place,
he talked to me.

From then on,
he often came to the store
to buy flowers.

After that,
I was invited to the lunch and said,
"Let's go out for lunch together
with someone that was good friends
in the class."

To tell the truth, I didn't feel like inviting
a friend to a meal with a group
that I wasn't particularly close to,
so I refused his offer.

However, he did not give up
and invited me several times
with a friendly smile,
"Why don't we have lunch,
if you don't mind,,?"

He was a regular customer,
so he can't be bothered.

Moreover, I was a little more
sympathetic with him.

Then, I received an offer to eat, saying,
"I can go there,
if I can go with the two of us."

Through such sequence,
I went to have a lunch with him.

After having the lunch, he confessed
"I want you to go out with me."

However, I declined his confession.

There was a reason why
he approached to me and said
"I want you to go out with me"
at the first meal.

According to his story,
he thought that
I was interested in himself
because I uesd the word
"two of us".

As for me,
I just didn't want to involve my friends
in something unrelated.

Having said that,
I didn't feel like going out alone for lunch
with a group which was close to him.

That's why I said, "two of us."

I didn't say exactly why I used the word
and made him misunderstand.

Thus, with some responsibilities,
I accepted the promise to have
the next meal with him.

I was asked to go out with him
at the next meal, but I refused.

I felt bad that I refused to his
confession again, and I received an
appointment for the next meal.

That's how it continued.

At one day, I told him
I was willing to accept
his offer of dating.

However, I set a condition.

The condition is
"Whether I can give priority to
the most important thing".

Then he said that was fine.

I'm not telling him
the most important thing is Koharu.

In short, I was also interested in men.

I think I felt good when
I was approached many times
by a good-looking man like him.

That's why I didn't refuse his promise
to have a lunch...

At that time, I was convinced myself
by giving a reason, "I felt bad for him,"
but this was the true reason.

According to his story,
he was interested in me
when we were go to the same
high school.

However, he thought that
I wasn't the type to talk to boys,
so he couldn't speak to me.

I liked him since he liked me a lot.

However, even if I had a sex with him,
I only thought,
"Is this something like this?"

I thought that if I got along with a man
with a good face, I would be impressed.

I also thought that If I was asked to
make love by handsome guy like him,
I would be satisfied.

Because that 's what the girls around me
wanted to do.

Though, as for me,
neither romance nor sex was touching.

Rather, I feel sorry for having
a romance or sex that
Koharu couldn't do.

I couldn't tell Koharu that
I was dating with a man.

It's not because I felt sorry.

I didn't want Koharu to be careful.

I didn't want koharu to hesitate
to contact with me
when she was in trouble.

After a while, I broke up with him.

When I have to move for Koharu,
he said something like
"Why don't we spend time for more longer?".
and tried to bother me.

I became annoyed and
broke up unilaterally.

He contacted me even after
I said goodbye to him.

He has even come to the store directly.

At that time, I served him as an
ordinal customer
without any problems.

I ignored the contact, and
when I kept taking such stance to him,
he gave up.

When I think about it now,
I think I've done something wrong.

Anyway, I may have talked too long.

What I wanted to say is that
how many times you meet or
whether you know the face each other
is unreliable.

As I said, I met the other person
many times before dating, but

,in the end, if you're a ruthless person
like me or my dad, it won't work.

And if you're like Koharu and Mutsuo-san,
you should be fine.

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