Birthday 〜I feel like I had a funeral during my life〜

(Son)Dad,Birthday is coming soon.

(Father)yeah,exactly.

S l’ll buy a present for my daddy.

F what kind of presents do you buy？

S that’s a secret.

S What’s day your Birthday in August ？Mom？

M My Birthday is August 12.

S What? Do you die before me？

M (What? What do you mean? I think if he’s not understanding yet.)

(••••He has a expression than usual. He look sad)

I said it.....

M I live longer than you.

(Ahhhhh,I said it.Because He looked sad)

S There’s no way you can do that.That impossible.

(I have never seen that He’s deeply sad.)

My boy was sobbing.
Booo-hooo

S if my mother dies ,I can’t even set fire.
Oh,I don’t know what to do.....

uwa-aaaaaaaaaaaaaaan....

I hugged him without saying anything.

自分で訳していましたが、難しい〜🤔どなたかわかる方助けてください😭

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ミステリアスな会話もあるけれど、息子、親が思っている以上に、生きること、死ぬとはどういうことか分かっている。5才で感じられる中でじゅうぶんその感情を噛み締めたらいいと思って、何も言わず、泣きじゃくる息子を抱きしめた。

M Although some part of our conversation didn’t make sense, I realized that he understood what it is to live and to die more than I thought. I just hugged him without saying anything, and let him feel the complicated emotion as much as he could.

（英訳できる方に訳していただきました）

He cries with a face he has never seen before.

He kept crying for about 10 minutes....

S Do you die when I become an adult,Mom?

M uh？I don’t die when my next birthday comes.

S Then,how long will you stay alive？

M I’m alive until you became a elementary school student and became a junior high school student,high school student,university student,and becoming an adult and getting married after,your child is born and grow up .

S What? My child?

⬇︎ここも、悪戦苦闘してましたが翻訳できず😭どなたか〜💕

M やすくんが好きになった人と結婚して、奥さんになった人が子供を産んでくれるんだよ。

M You’re gonna marry the person you fall in love with, and your wife-to-be will give birth to your child.　(もしくはtwo of you will have kids together)

(英訳ができる方に訳していただきました)

S. What kind of person is my wife?

M You’ll find it when you are a college student or working professional.

M You like a kind person ,so you wonder if a kind person like Ms.Sumida will become a wife.

S hmmm.. So,you won’t die until my child grows up?

M I think so.

S I’m relieved.I thought you would die when your next birthday came.

M I see...

S My father and my mother are going to die together?

M My husband and I can die at the same time ,but I don’t think my husband and I will die at the same time.

S Then,I might need to help my family.

(I moved to bedroom after taking a bath.)

S I was crying because you didn’t want to die.

M I see... While you and me live together ,I want to spend a fun time together with you.

S I think so.

S If we can eat a lot,even if we die,we can be born again,aren’t they?

M Is that so .What do you mean once we’re born again?

S I think that You’re going to be my mother again.