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Sometimes, It's too hard to keep myself because I don't have trust of me about my job.
Recently, I cannot be anyone's power or anything remained.
I also think that I don't have sence of my job from I was born.
Young coworkers around me have very good skill and potential.
If I could add, they are also very kind.
I envy them.
But I don't have knowledge about job and skills so I can't give them anything.
I feel I don't be useful anywhere today, It's too hard to work together and I'm sorry about they make me read air.
And I shut eyes slowly.
these days like today, I should sleep early.