why i'm studying English

i'm gonna write it just because i wanna have the clear reason to learn it .

first of all i'm sure that i'll make some mistakes, if you  notice my mistakes please let me know them, and them i can work on them.

there are roughlly 2 reasons. 

first is : for finding a job in NL
i dont know if you know it ,but most dutch people speaks english pretty well. and in its capital, amsterdam, there are a lot of foreign campanies where english is spoken as a first language. so even if you move in NL tommorow if you have a high english levell you'll be able to find some jobs pretty quickly.

and as you know, NL is a one of most richest and stablest countries. wherever you go, you'll find really beautifull and modern city. 
and dutch people is very good,kind,have an open mind. so i wanna move in NL to have some job experience and improve not only my English ,but also myself. to be honest, i don't wanna work in italy and stay there any more. Italians are so kind and if you are in trouble probably they'll help you. but i dont like how they work how the system works and so on.
so i decided to work in NL. and in order to do it English is an inevitable element.

and secodnd reason is : to have more foreign friends.
recently i have more opportunities of visiting abroad,espescially in europian countries. and after some visiting in many other countries i realized much more neccesity of speaking English. and every time when i get lost for words, i get more frastration about it. and i want to talk with them even more. if you haven't ever been abroad maybe you dont know, but most foreigners are very friendly and very curios about japanese culture. so we japanese can make a friend pretty quickly if we dont have any problem of language. and you've gotta immagin if you could speak english like a native speaker, haw many friends we could have… 

these are my big reasons. and now i'm trying to learn English. I started addtional online classes this mounth. i can't still speak well like Italian and i get always frastration and anxiety. but I'm gonna keep going guys as i've done with my italian. even if at the beginning it seems impossible it's gonna be possible. 

ah i tell you how i study 
i'm trying to:1  speak in english at least for 1 hour a day(including a self talk)
                    2 listen to some podcast or whatever at least for 1 hour a day

i wanna spend more time studying english,but i have to study also university's stuff so at least 2 hours i wanna spend for my english 

thank you for your reading, and don't to be too hard on me because i wrote it down letting it all hung out…