Looking for a new residence

2018, April

There is still snow on the road and looking forward to coming Spring.

Well, I need to look for a new residence...

I contracted with Tina that I live for three month while going to language school, so I had to leave there soon.

Well, how can I do....?
I felt vague anxiety.
I have to leave this house in one month.

I searched rent community site and looked for rent residences.
Then, I mede lists that I want to take a look.

I do remember the feeling of nervousness when I send my message to recipient in English for the first time.

Wait, is my English correct? 
I checked my message thousand times before send.

It was big deal for me even just sending message to person who never met.
Then, I couldn't press "send" due to its pressure.

Then, I though.
Why I am here?
Why I came to Toronto?
I regretted that I came to Toronto, and I thought I shouldn't have chosen such a tough life.

But, no matter what, I have to find the new residence as soon as possible.

Then I stand up and moved to forward with my courage.

I went to visit residences that I'm interested, and I felt no longer anxiety. 

End up I contracted with new residence that I found, and finally, I was released from my stress.

Ohh I can do it!
 I gave compliments by myself.

However, I got phone call and it was the cancelation of the new residence.

O.M.G

I fall in the darkness and backed to the beginning.

How can I do...? 
It's already the middle of April. 
There is no time to stay in the darkness.

I asked to Tina whether or not she knows someone who rent a room.

Luckily, she introduced me the guy who rent the room, and after all I found my new residence!

Now, I' m ready to move next stage!

I expected how bright future is, and wait for my graduation.