Fragile

28 July 2023 | 5.09 P.M

As we know, human is a fragile creature. That's why we can feel many kind of feeling. But that was not my main issue for me to elaborate at here. Just wanna express how far my life goes for now. Lately, I can feel my mental health is not so very good. Imagine, when you positively enjoy doing home chores happily.. suddenly, you feel empty and it's so suffocating. You try to cheer up yourself back, but it's not working. It takes several hours for myself back to normal again. Sometimes, my heart also can beat so fast without know any reason like what's actually happened with myself? I can't say I face a terrible life since in my view everything is fine so far. Is that I'm already tired to be a human? I can adapt how far my life change, but sometimes I feel it's too fast. Am I really fine? I hope so -