240521 葬送シミュレーション(実母編)

実母の葬送を
予想シてみようか

かなり生々しくナりそうだねぇ
だって僕
思いの外たくさんの葬送を
見届けて来て居るからね

葬式に参加シない宣言が
出る辺りに
真情を気取っていただけると
大変助かりますね僕が

きっと僕は
入院した報に触れて
そろそろ行こうか
と予定を組むんです

ところがソコに
何らかの邪魔が入って
行けない事が起きるんですよ

病院に居る親族は
「まぁ、今日明日って話でも無いから」
と慰めてくれますが
だいたい明くる朝に逝く訳です

このパターン
一度や二度ではナいんです

で、早朝や
スマホに連絡が有る訳ですよ
母御が逝きましたとね

何とも謂えない
あぁヤッパリ感と
コレもまた運命感が
綯い交ぜにナったような感覚

胸に去来スるんでしょうね

ソコからは葬式仏教
あっ今回の場合は
取り仕切る側にナるのかな…

うーわー
めんどくせー(>_<｡)

240521 Funeral simulation (own mother)

Let's see if I can predict my own mother's funeral.

It's going to be pretty graphic.
I mean, I've...
I've seen more funerals than I thought I would.

I hope you can see the sincerity in my declaration that I won't attend the funeral.
It would be very helpful if you could show some sincerity.

I'm sure I'll mention the news of my hospitalization...
I'm sure I'll make plans to go soon.

But then...
Something gets in the way of that.
I can't go to the hospital.

The relatives in the hospital say.
"Well, it's not like it's today or tomorrow.
But they usually pass away the next morning.

This pattern
It happens not once but twice.

Early in the morning.
I get a call on my cell phone
Your mother has passed away.

I can't describe it.
I have a feeling of satisfaction.
and a sense of fate.

I guess that's what comes over you.

From there, it's funeral Buddhism.
Oh, in this case, I guess I'll be the one in charge...

Wow...
What a pain in the ass...(>_<...)

by DeepL